Addicted to the Chase of More

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Hey Me,

 

What a wild ride, right? From the days of wondering where the next meal would come from to slinging pizzas like we were on a secret mission to carb-load the world – life's been nothing short of a rollercoaster.

 

Remember the struggles? Amidst it all, you made a pact with yourself. A promise to rise above the chaos and embrace that entrepreneurial spirit that's been our ride-or-die ever since.

 

Those pizza-selling escapades were the bomb! The hustle, the thrill, the cash – and let's not forget the fashion show we unintentionally hosted on those hotel floors. Cute outfits and wads of cash – our unofficial currency.

 

But oh boy, that incident that made us rethink our pizza empire dreams – talk about a plot twist! It didn't crush us; it just threw us a curveball. And you know us, we can dance our way around anything.

 

And hey, remember when we dreamt of being a hotshot lawyer with a law firm to rival the cast of Suits? Life chuckled and took us on a detour, but the lessons in hiring and paying attorneys – priceless. Life's got its own sitcom script for us.

 

Determination has been our co-pilot, steering us away from the days of uncertainty and guiding us to build a safe haven. Yet, that same determination decided it wanted more – a bigger house, more clothes, another car. It's like we're on a shopping spree, and life's the mall with no closing time.

 

Now, let's talk about that void we thought achievements and the chase would fill. Surprise, surprise – it's like trying to fix a leaky boat with a spaghetti strainer. But hold up, we're working on it. Daily rituals of meditation, gratitude, and embracing the journey. And here's the kicker – filling that void with self-love. Who would've thought?

 

Yep, we've been the chase addicts, always wanting more. But here's the plot twist – it's different now. The chase is fueled by a thirst for new experiences, not desperation. Confidence and trust in ourselves are the cool sidekicks, helping us decode why we're on this crazy ride and why it means the world.

 

So, here's a toast to us – to the journey, the growth, and the love we're finally learning to shower upon ourselves. The chase goes on, but now it's a joyous dance, not a desperate sprint.

 

With a truckload of love and gratitude,

Me

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